At the end of 2009

Last day of 2009.

Farewell for my dearest buddy-ML. She is the best buddy I ever met. Very knowledgables and capabilities, she is very caring and teach me alots in works. Feel so sorry that I failed to become her successor at the end of day and seems like wasting her efforts. The world is small and I believe this is not the end but it's the beginning of our friendship. All the best to you!! (and myself!)

Me and the gang.....

My cute and funny neighbour. We are both from Agilent but only know each other here. My good companion here. ^_^ (opps...sorry for my tired face!)

Here we are in 2010 now.

Year 2009 has just past by with a blink.What's I had accomplished in 2009?? I have to said what I've lost is more than what I've gained. Learn a valuable lesson at the last moment of year 2009 and I've pay for the price! I understand well this is so-called life. Work harder for the brand new year and I 'll stay tougher and be stronger. Happy New Year to all my beloved friends and family.

马路如虎口

连续两天报章上的死亡车祸,有点触目惊心。这些让人心惊胆跳的报道到底有多少阻赫的作用？我想并没有，因为每天还是看见许多Live的特技飞车表演。看来不怕死的人还不少。
这些人对自己的驾车技术都很有自信，有自信是好事，可是有许多因素是Out of control。也许我们可以对掌握在自己手中的方向盘掌控自如，可是我们是否可以确定别人也一样？？如果不能，还是小心驶得万年船。
那一秒的速度感极大可能带来自己或别人终身的遗憾。希望大家都可以是对自己，和对别人负责的公路使用者。老土的一句，马路如虎口，请大家要小心驾驶。

吴式圣诞

懒洋洋地假日，
只想窝在棉被里。
心里却又有点不甘心，
白白浪费难得的假日。
不喜欢人山人海的购物广场，车水马龙的街道，
假日特价也提不起我的兴趣。
想拿起相机突击街头，
看见外面炎热的太阳，
就此做罢。

圣诞节，
以往是遥不可及的假日。
当了6年的‘中国人’，
也许早已经习惯假日是工作日。
名正言顺的公共假日，
我还真的需要一段适应期。

没有人规定圣诞节的庆祝方式，
就来个我的无（吴）式圣诞贝！
谁说圣诞节一定要精彩？？
来个无所事事，无精打彩的圣诞节，
让我尽情地享受我的懒惰。
Merry Christmas!!!

See !!What's Santa brings.....

It's gift times again!! Ho ho ho....Santa is so kind... ^^

This will going oversea to SG. Sorry for being late. * really paiseh

This kind of 'auntie but realistic' gift is for a pretty lau yee (she address herself this. >_<)

This is for someone whose care bout his hair than anyone. >_*

Last but not least, a surprise present for me from miles away. I love her artwork. ^^

圣诞2009

圣诞节前夕，没有白雪，没有圣诞大餐，
没有圣诞礼物，只送给自己一天假期。
这个炎热的圣诞节，有点茫然。
困惑自己的是，如何在面对现实和追寻梦想里平衡。
想追寻自己的梦想，过自己想要的生活。
只是人不能那么自私，现实还有许多因素需要考量。
如果盲目地想现实低头，我又那么地不甘心。
现实，可以那么真实，也可以那么残酷。
处于人生的低潮中，很多人一沉百踩。
我并不诧异，人生本是如此。
至少一张张平时看不见的嘴脸可以一一浮现。
从另一个角度想，我乐于置身事外，冷眼旁观。
看见了那些魔鬼和天使的真面目。
看看自己平时交的朋友，又有几个是天使，有几个是魔鬼？
魔鬼们的小动作伤害不了我，
好友们的鼓励和支持却深深感动我。
这样的平安夜，有着魔鬼和天使的陪伴，我感恩。
Merry Christmas to myself , angels and devils... ^_^

Simplicity

Finally...decided to make a move....
Since I'm sure this is not the place I could stop by.
Since I'm sure this place will never belongs to me.
I heard-money can not determine everything.
BUT I thought-money can determine quite lots of things too.
I've been through the struggling process, for month.
And I had the conclusion, I'm not happy.
Money can not determine everything.
At least, money can't determined my health and happiness.

It's time to admit my wrong decision.
It's time to move.
It's time to get back my life.
Simplicity of life, I am looking for.

Lesson learn- No comparison, No existence!

Brutal!

My car get scratched! And this was happened inside factory''s carpark. What's vandalism. Such a coward's and brutal's behavior.
Can't stand for it and decided to leave this 'underdevelopment' place!

Santa's coming....

Ho ho ho....I smell Christmas again!

I just can't help myself to resists the charm of Santa. Overjoyed!

The season of joys... the season of sharing....

- My early & 1st Xmas gift for 2009 from dear Carmen. She's the worm in my mind, how come she know I have this thought?? -



-My 1st Xmas gift share out this year goes to Carmen. I think she needs it for her coming tripssss.-

- Loccitane again in my gift list these year.I love to share my favourites with close friends which they "complained" I spread the disease. Good thing should share out ma....-

How's bout X'mas gift for myself?? On the way......^_^ *wink wink

p/s: Survey claimed Christmas songs caused shoppers spend more during shopping. I completely agree on this statement. >_*

该拿你们怎么办？

我在工作上，
从来没有如此压力过。
不是自己抗压性底，
而是面对这样不通情达理的上司和整个不团结的team，
我实在不知如何是好。
虽然知道这是一个非常挑战的工作，
我不认输的个性一定不容许我轻易放弃。
可是面对着这样的一班人，
我实在两面不是人，吃力不讨好。。
第一次知道，不耻下问也会让上司不满。
第一次觉得，笑脸迎人也会让别人责怪。
终于明白为什么一个个seniors都呆不久。
也知道为什么那里的人脸上都不会有笑容。
做也死，不做更死。
问也死，不问也死。
谦虚也不对，不谦虚也不对。
这班人，我实在拿你们该怎么办？？
每天加班到没有自己的空间，理论上我应该生活更充实，
可是我却比以前更空洞。
每晚压力到恶梦连连，
我却连害怕的时间也没有。
三个星期，却好像让我老了三年。
就连对周末的期待，早早不属于我了。

挣扎

自己从来没有如此谜茫过，
开始怀疑自己的决定。
眼看2009即将永远离我而去，
自己却又对即将来临的2010开始有点惊慌失措。
我准备好了吗？？
没有，近来发生的一切都让我措手不及。
开始后悔自己当年对青春的蹉跎。
开始懊恼自己为什么白白浪费了那么多的时间。
如果不是自己当初一拖再拖的惰性，我想我早已经完成了我一部分的梦想。
现在的我，该何去何从？？
我想追回太多的梦想了。
我必须加倍追回许多错过的时间。
该继续往为难自己的工作继续前进？？
还是及时刹车，赶紧回头从新开始？？
我还有从新开始的勇气吗？
我还有从新开始的能力吗？
我还有从新开始的机会吗？？
站在这次的十字路口，我开始慌了。
鱼与熊掌，不能兼得。
该如何取舍，又得经过一番挣扎啊。